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Mahkumun bi-al- Amal محكومون بالأمل

By: Mustafa, Haider حيدر مصطفى

Language: Arabic


لم يعُدْ… أعددنا له الطعامَ الذي يحبّه، أعددنا أصنافاً عديدة، وتركنا له مكاناً يتّسع لأحلامه وللحكايا التي جمعناها في غيابه؛ إنه تعدادٌ لحلقات الانتظار الطويلة التي زادت والدنا خبرة في ملاحقة الخيالات التي تطرح نفسها على شباك بيتنا كاحتمال أن يكون شخصه قد حلَّ.
كنَّا نتعلّم من والدكٓ أشكال تكوّر الظهر والقلب والعينين، كان جاداً في الانتظار، مدركاً للخيبات المتكررة. كان يعيش جحيماً كاملاً، يعيدُ نفسه، يكرر السقوط في الشوق كل دقيقة، ويمارس حقوقاً نادرة في الثقة أنك ستعود. مرّات كثيرة خيّلَ إليه أنك عدت، كان يقف متأهباً، مستعداً لمداواة جراحه برائحتك، كان كل مرة يتمسّك بنجمتين، وكل مرة يخسر دمع عينيه شوقاً ووجعاً.
عدْ… فنحن محكومون بالأمل.

«Condemned by Hope», musings and meditative writings in the Arabic language by Palestinian author Haider Mustafa.
Translated By Google :
He did not return... We prepared the food he loved, prepared many types of food, and left him a place that accommodated his dreams and the stories we collected in his absence. It is an enumeration of the long episodes of waiting that increased our father’s experience in pursuing the fantasies that presented themselves at the window of our house as the possibility that his person had arrived. We used to learn from your father the forms of rounding the back, heart, and eyes. He was serious about waiting, aware of repeated disappointments. He was living a complete hell, repeating himself, repeatedly falling into longing every minute, and exercising rare rights to trust that you would come back. Many times he imagined that you had returned. He stood ready, ready to heal his wounds with your scent. Every time he held on to two stars, and every time he lost tears from his eyes due to longing and pain. Come back...we are doomed to hope.

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Product Details
By:Mustafa, Haider حيدر مصطفى
Pages: 64 pp
Publisher:Dar al-Farabi, Beirut, 2019
Dimensions:14 x 20 cm
Topic:Arabic Literature - Musings - Writings - Stories - Palestinian

Mahkumun bi-al- Amal محكومون بالأمل

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